A sucky daay for me , like seriously .
Flu wont leaaave and the pimple in my eye is killing!
Woke up and did my hari rayaa kuih ,
managed to get 4 big bottles . ALL MINE ! ;D
Basically i feel lshagged today .
There's a saying ; Its easy to forgive but not to forget .
Thats how i feel now .
I can't forget what had happend .
It will just pull me down .
Mummy, im sorry .
I know i have been moodless today .
I wasnt your giler girl .
Mummy , you know what's bothering me , dont you .
Im really am sorry .
So now , whats the problem with me ?
Why am I so afraid to get to know new people ?
Isit because of my past ?
Or Im afraid i might lose them halfway and get myself hurt again , uh?
Oh , damn .
Im just hoping for a better day tmro .
Much Love
Fatin Filzah
